acceptance

it is easy to get lost when darkness looms. there is light but it is whether we are ready to acknowledge it or not. i was lost for many years. you were there but i wanted more, that life that i envisioned us in.

i have seeked for many advice and i found many answers. i took them without realizing that the real answer lies within myself. i can finally say that i understand now.

the only real person to fight has been myself, i am my own competitor. no regrets. today is a day that i will remember. i went back to the source, where it all happened and blossomed, where we were truly happy.

i have to admit before this i have reminisce and always wished that we could go back in time and feel how we used to feel and how we were. but today, i looked back and i smiled. we shared the most special adventure together and i know it was real, we were real, our love for one another was real. i will not forget because you were truly a gift in my life back then.

that was then and now is now. whatever happens beyond this point will be unknown. i cannot hold it against you, to blame you for the pain or for anything. i know now that now, the present and the future, we will part to chart another course and nothing can change the fact that we were once in love and were truly sincerely and honestly happy